March 12, 2011

today i started on a new treatment with the chinese medicine. le't see what happens. the pain has been excruciating the last one week or so. all i wanted was to die. can't stand the pain. i prayed the last few days that pain will go away. so far not much success. today i started on writing a story for the dead. the stories that i compiled while in the hospital. never mind it's going to take forever. at least i'm writing. and not sleeping.